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im grounded isnt that swell!
NOT
i have been sitting home doing pretty much nothing i have been listening to music and doing some homework!
me and erin are both grounded so maybe we will have some quality conversations on the phone.. oh boy that would be GRAND!
hmm my mom and dad decorated the tree .. its sooooo beautiful! i love it.. makes me feel soo happy! okay so now i am gunna go find something to do bye <3 me
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| So Fuck that whore |
[04 Dec 2003|09:49pm] |
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2- talked to maria<3 4- sang <33 holiday concert Tuesday Dec 9th come see me and erin<3 and the band<3 5- Boring.. talked to TJ and whatnot Lunch- went smoothly.. umm yea 6- Blah.. took a test it was alright.. kinda EZ tho =)
came home got in trouble for something =P i should have done it.. whatever shit happens life goes on =\
went to my sisters chorus concert.. she had her big solo lol =D im proud she said STOP w00t im proud i lovvee her <3
umm i saw NIKKI!! i miss her.. during one of the show choir songs we looked at eachother and started crying =X i was sooo sad.. SHOW CHIOR- GENERATION ...2000-2001 2001-2002... best years ever!!! those who agree <33333333 w00t<33333333
hmm yuppp i miss her soo much.. me and the chorus girls from middle school are gunna have a night where we all just hang out and talk about how different our lives are <333 i love you girls steph nikki sarah val and so on<333
yup yup well thats all for now byeeeee
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| im here to save the day with my almighty sparkle power |
[03 Dec 2003|10:25pm] |
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hey guys GReat day!
1- drove... well not really.. i sat in the back seat and fell asleep.. i didnt feel good =P 3- BORING! 5- mehh Lunch- okay.. i forgot tho 7- stupid
umm nothing more.. bored
i had some really nice comments said to me today and some not to nice ones.. but shit happens! whateva<3 goodbye
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I LOVE RENEE MY ASIAN BEAUTY! |
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| i only beat you when i'm drunk, you're only pretty when you're crying |
[29 Nov 2003|06:40pm] |
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hey guys!!!!!!!!!!
i am at the beautiful Tiffanys<3<3<3
we just got home from the mall! shop shop shop.. lol what is this?
we went there we were there fir about an hour then Issa<3 came.. we walked around with her aww she is awesome SWEETEST PERSON!
i got- jeans(needed them) a really cute blue jacket earings adorible shirt for $5 (issa got the same one b/c we are awesome like that!) and started x-mas shopping <33333
yup yup me and tiff are just sitting here kinda bored.. soo yea.. i have to leave at like 10 or so =( but its ok..
i am leaving for disney 2moro =)_ in ways im exited and in others i am not AT ALL! but oh well.. ill make the best of it when i get home i will have to get my outfits ready i think maybe my jeans and my new jacket?? o well
hmm okay time for me to go now..
i love playing with tiffany
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[28 Nov 2003|08:05pm] |
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......and the tears roll down my face
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| HAPPY TURKEY DAY |
[27 Nov 2003|09:49am] |
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hey guyss its YUMMY TURKEY DAY!
plans: picking up stacey because her mama is working today so she is coming with my great WEIRD family!!! she is in for quite a surprise! lol well we are gunna go to aunts house.. fun fun fun! then we are coming home and she is gunna sleep over hopefully, i havent spent much time with her lately.. i kinda miss it..
i talked to erin for a bit this morning... OH SHIT I MISS HER SOO MUCH! i miss me living at her house mostl and her at mine.. ugh get ungrounded you penis face! lol
yup yup
<3 GOBBLE GOBBLE
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| Cause im your favorite fella |
[26 Nov 2003|09:54pm] |
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its wednesday!
last night i went to leahs.. maria was there<3333 then we went to dennys.. fun times.. we saw sarah.. talked to her for a bit..
came home chylled for a lil then fell asleep watching the IN laws.. that movie sucked soo bad..
then we woke up and chylled.. then i had to leave to go to my DerMi appt.. then off to the mall with my g-ma..
i was supposed to go to a show tonight but leah and maria changed their mind last minute.. whatever... no big deal..
so i ended up going out to family dinner with my family.. lol...
now i am here bored.. i think i am gunna work some on my journal.. and on that site i am making..
<3<3<3 tata for now <3<3<3
ME
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| Im Aliveeee! |
[24 Nov 2003|09:29pm] |
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okay so now lets see if my long entry works in an abreiviated manner*
saturday had karate in the morning.. i wasnt planning on chyllin with tiff during the day and stuff.. but we did <33 we went to the mall and got some stuff! the saturday night we took hott ass pictures <33 i will figure out how to post em.. but for now i am just gunna make a simple geocities site to post them on =)
sunday me and tiff went to the mall again.. we saw some poeple there.. we got some more stuff.. and then were there for a while.. then we went home.. and yea.. i didnt get much sleep that night for some unknown reason
today School 2- nothing.. talked to maria mostly.. then got called down to officer kellys to make a statement on what happend with brett <333 i love himm =) he is awesome .. yes we are getting married ladys and gentleman.. funny type of wedding.. IM me to find out heheheh.. 4- sand.. boring.. talked to jessica.. aww she is soo cute i want her!!! 5- boring as usual Lunch- basically talked to brett <3 he is great! <3 our wedding <3 6- broing took a really EZ test maybe i will get an A this time !!!
<3
then at karate it was boring.. then karate there was a new kid.. (carol and garys son) hes alright..
big break coming up..
tata for now..
COMMENT
p.s- i will miss you OH SO MUCH sarah <3333333333333333
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| NOW IM PISSED OFF! |
[22 Nov 2003|09:16pm] |
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i just wrote a huge ass entry.. it didnt work i swear i hate that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kk bye
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| experation dates and monkeys breath! |
[21 Nov 2003|09:16pm] |
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hehe heyy guys!!
today was a pretty good.. life has been getting good.. im lovinn it <3
Half Day..
Went home with Maria<33 we hung out with Tommy and sarah <3 who i lovveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee we saw maria (L) at the plaza and chylled with her... i love herr she is wonderful <3 lol
Today.. 1- DROVE again... on the turnpike.. soooo scary! 3- Test.. OMG i think i did sooo good i studied ACTUALLY!!! 5- vocab.. and all that silly stuff.. im starting to like that class.. Lunch- played with my friends <3 7- test.. i studied.. it was Ez..sorta... not really but i guess i did ok.. then took the pass out when we were talking and what not.. talked to ben.. he is a cool kid.. umm..
then i had chorus rehearsal afterschool.. stayed with taryn i <3 herRrR
then off to karate.. we has a belt graduation.. it turned out amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
umm what else... nothing.. yea i couldnt do anything tonight with anyfriends because i have to work 2moro morning.. oh well.. thats life.. =X .. but its not for too much longer. my sis' Basketball season is almost over!! w00t w00t
tomrrow during the day i guess i will just stay home..
and SATURDAY NIGHT I AM LOVING TIFFANY <333333333 i loovvee her!!! i cant wait <3
umm sunday.. chyllin with tiff i think untill i g2ghome.. maybe we will go do sumfin <33 we will just have to seeeeeeeeeeeeee
kk tata fo now..
<3 me
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| I LOVE MY FRIENDS |
[18 Nov 2003|09:20pm] |
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odd day
1- drove hehe 3- boring but i participated 5- boring.. sub 7- talked to jenny <33 thank you sweety
i am so thankful for my friends i swear i love you guys soo much its crazyyy!
yea sure i have lost a friend maybe 2 on the way to this realization but i am soo thankful that i have soo many amazingly great friends that are always open for me.. it makes me feel like such a beautiful person you guys dont even understand.. i am very insecure and my friends make my day better <3 i love you all soo much
i really miss my friends that i havent seen in a while AkA- KAT when the fuck we gunna chyll you bitch ass motherfucker
sometimes i miss the old days.. but i love the now a days everythings starting to look up now i just have some problems with myself menatlly i need to adjust and conqure.. i love my friends <33
comment!
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| i am a sadly mistaken girl |
[17 Nov 2003|10:50pm] |
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first off.. IM SORRY... i was sadly mistaken in my last entry..
i never realized before tonight how amazing i have it in my life...
i fuck up soooo much.. and you know what i get in return FORGIVEN
i feel like i am such a horrible person.. i ever realized how hard my parents bust their asses to make me and my sister happy..
i swear.. i love my parents so much.. sure i have my moments where i am not happy.. but that is just because i am a spoild brat
im sorry for that entry brfore (that i deleted) i will never ever do that again..
but the situation between me and my sister.. that needs to be worked on.. and i am more than willing to work on it as long as she is.. maybe more..
so guys im sorry for being a bitch...............
i am trying to figure out things in my life, i guess i am confused.. but i have no reason to.. i mean sure i have issues with my friends but friends come and go but my family will always be there.. i will be lucky if i have one MAYBE 2 friends that i will be friends with till the end..
again.. im sorry im not perfect.. i know i fucked up.. and what i got was once again FORGIVEN
<33 .Me.
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| Thank you Issa |
[16 Nov 2003|02:47pm] |
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Thanks to Issa My journal looks amazing <33333333333333333333333
you wonderful.. comment and tell me what you think..
i am going to make my journal friends only soon i think.. soo if you want to be added i am deleting my friends list soon so comment here to be added..
x0x0 <3333
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| Waaaiittt for EVERYTHING EVIL IN YOU |
[13 Nov 2003|10:26pm] |
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hey guys dont feel like writing much im kinad lazy right now.. hmm ima about to work on my layout tell me whet you think of it..
Love, Missa
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[11 Nov 2003|12:42am] |
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hey guysss
i am updating because tiffany told me to lol
ummmm.
nothing to say... it sucks but yet life does aswell
umm i dont know where i belong anymore i get told so many different things lately.. its weird
people have actually started to develope intrest in me.. i guess its coool quite fattering .. but ehhh
umm alright bye
PEACE ~
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[07 Nov 2003|09:55pm] |
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i wont be updating much.. only when i can sneak online..
umm i am like WAYYY grounded.. i hate it
i hate my life.. my parents and so on and so on and SO FUCKING ON!
im sure things will be looking up for me soon.. because with every horrible time comes a good one right??
well atleast i truly truly hope so... i miss my happy daysss sooooooo much!!!!
and i feel like there is only a few people that truly make me smile anymore.. like i seriously never get exited when i see people that i love.. i cant tell anyone i love them exept the people i truly to..
saddest part... cant look my parents in the eye and say i love you its almost impossible.. its horrible im almost ashamed of who i have become.. should i change? or should i stay the same?
ahh i need some answers i cant figure it out on my own anymore... what should i do?
what should i do?
comment and please tell meeee...
</3
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| *lions and tigers and bears oh my!* |
[03 Nov 2003|03:15pm] |
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hey kidsss...
ReGuLaR DaYy--
1- DROVE! 2- ??? 3- boringggg 4- chorus.. sub 5- ??? 6- mathhhhhh 7- bio
<33 thats all im bored
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